الاثنين، 21 سبتمبر 2009

e7na leh benenkod keter

el post deah hwa just try ene analyse hwa leah e7na bentkalem 3ala ba3d keter we ben adore el esha3at we 5ososan ele feha kalam saye2....feah 7ad wasef el sha3b el masry enohom "motarabesen be ba3d"ya3ne mestaneyen leba3d 3`alta we nemsek microfone we netkalem we neshmat kman...deah zahera bas el so2al hwa leah e7na kedah??? ana momken leya ra2y...
awel sabab hwa nafsey...en maslan ana betaseyed el a5ta2 3ashan asbet lenafsen en ana afdal men folan ele bey3mel we yesway...fa bedon mat3ab 5alas ana ba2et a7sen men kol dool...
tani sabab hwa general fel nas kolaha heya zahera sama el alman "Schad en freude" translated "damage an joy" hwa en e7na as human being benfra7 aw ben7ew be joy fe 7alat el misfortoune of others...Professor men gam3et Stanford captured this issue that when we see others fall, the human brain generates chemical cause 2 feel pleasure....
whatever eah el sabab...nefsey a7es en sha3bena kol wa7ed fe 7aloh malosh da3wa bel2a5eren...we nebatal nestad leba3d el 2a5ta2...we neb2a mature enough en nesebna men kalam walla yewadey walla yegeb..we hadafoh en e7na negeb fe seret el nas we 5alas...hope so:)

the most hurting Ever

wa7ed sa7be...shahr 3 ele fat...3amal 7adsa mosh fe masr...kano rakben 3arabeya Yaris(2ad eah ba7eb el 3arabeya deah we 2ad eah heya 7elwa we heya betet2eleb)..ma3alena...kan wa7ed sa7ebna tani hwa ele saye2....fe tare2 safer belel @3:00 am..we kan saye2 3ala 190Km/h...sa7bey dah se7ey 3ala el 3arabeya weheya betet2eleb...4 times...sa7be el tani dah tawafa...sa7be ele negey e7l..da5al fe 3`ayboba 25 youm....el mafrood enoh counted dead 4 times....bas e7l rabena nagah....lma shoftoh lma geah masr we ba2a kwayes e7l...2aly 7aga 3`areba awi....
en akter 7aga 3azebetoh we sababtloh genan rasmey enoh lma 2am el 3`ayboba..2a3d esbo3 mosh 3aref hwa delwa2ty sa7ey walla nayem...wel a7l;am ele shafha we hwa fe 3`ayboba deah kanet 7a2e2eya walla a7lam....ba2a Confused been el wake3 wel 5ayal....we dah fe3lan fe3lan aswa2 3zab yemor be ay 7ad...enoh mosh yeb2a 3aref hwa nw sa7ey walla nayem...we dah 7a2e2y wallla 7elm....
sa7bey 2ali kman 7aga..enoh lma yemot we ye2om youm el eyama isa awel 7aga haye3melha haydewer 3ala ashraf allah yer7amoh ele kan saye2 we yes2aloh..hwa eah ele 7sal...3ashan hwa till nw maye3rafshi eah ele 7asal walla et2alab ezzay..5ososan en takrer el 7adsa bey2ol en makanshi feah ay 7aga tastad3ey el 3arabeya ten2eleb:D:D:

السبت، 12 سبتمبر 2009

really...it was the best dream ever...was romantic, full of passion and intimate...I still remember the voice, words and style...I felt a happieness in this dream I miss in reality... the weired thing is that inside the dream i knew it was a dream and hoped to last 4ever...although all these years, i know u r engaged may be married...i know u don't even remember me anymore...I know that u r the only person who broke my heart. I know that u caused that i feel lonley, not connecting misarable.... although all of these i have a confession to say
"through 3 years nw, I knew many girls.But I did nt dream of any girl except u"
" I wanted 2 go aa phsycatrist to just to get rid of these dreams which chase me day after day"
"U r the only person that I really want, if u just gesture I would be the happiest one"
"U tool my heart such zat no one else I can feel.."
"the last experience for me when she asked me Do u love me...really it was so hard 2 me say zat I love her .even I had 2 say it and I said it...but it was a horrible night because this word is reserved for u"
the most upseting thing is that I know and sure zat u will never know this or even expect this or even if u know you will never beleive even if u beleived u will never care...even if u cared u will never feel